On fifth avenue.

BACE BACE BACE lah denqs :D

2009-01-04T08:19:00.000-08:00

Hunks & gorgeous babes :D

Heh .
Today is like the 4th , okay 5th , since its like 00.20 am.

Hoho.

Really bored.

Woke up at 12 in the morn , bathed , ate , went fr class , came back , cleaned room fr damn long.

While cleaning , Chatted to Abg Hilmi , Jim baby [!] , Haikal Kwn , Hanis , Beatryce , devina & idk who else.

hahs.

Gratx to abg , fr finding his girlf. Hope you 2 last long aye :DDDD

Okay.
Wht now.

Oh yeah .
Did i mention tmrw's sch ? Again ?

first day of sch :D

2009-01-02T00:50:00.000-08:00

Today is the first day of school ! :DD

ahah , sianszxszxszxszxs.

Anyw ,
Came to sch , saw all my peeps , ahhah :D

Then saw someone , i didn't wish to see.

Frm sec 1 saint mary magdalene to Sec 2 saint mary magdalene :D
YAY .

We got 5 new students .
ahah.

1. Rebecca !
2. Jasmine !
3. Kimberly !
4. Flora !
5. Jessica !

ahah !

Today boring siolz. Listen to ms foo talk niah.
She's our form teacher again ! Our co-form is Mr Segaran / Sekaran (IDK.)
LOL.

And his voice is ... -.-"

Okay. ahah.

Thn we had to elect our class comittee.
I used to be welfare , but my position changed ! YAY.

Chairperson - ELVIRA !
Vice-chair - GANGA !

erm. erm.
I can't recall.
LOL.

I think , um...
Welfare head - MARIA.
Class management head - DEVINA

Sports Captain - REBECCA ! :D
Vice-sports capn - ME ! :DD

and there's megan , huishan , anna , and if i'm not wrong eleanor also.

Ahah :D
Sorry if i left out .

:D

2MM's gna be AWESOME !

ahah , and our juniors are SO DAMN CUTE !
Alot short , and chubby , thin and tall.
But their faces all so adorable.

Ahah , they don't look sec 1.

:D

Anyw, thts all i guess.
LOL.

Hoobashabelamaadingdong !

2008-12-31T11:04:00.000-08:00

Whoopa .
Damn happy.

Just created my ever first BLOGSKIN.
have only been creating RELINK skins , so decided to try a BLOGSKIN,
and i think it turned out fine !
ahahah.

CLICK fr my ACC

Rate it , comment it , use it , fave it . Idk.

keh , byebye !

2009 !

2008-12-31T09:32:00.000-08:00

Whoopa !
2009 is here !

Lalala ~

Chatting to SYAZA HOTTERSTUFF KU & ADQ YAYA :D
Their accompanying me on this lonesome new year .
ahah.

I wish i could celebrate the new year with baby ))):

Baby , imysfm uh !
Ily , x100000000000.
:P

ahahah :D

& no , you can't blanje me :D

Whahahaha.

I'm am bored.

MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION(S) :
1. Re-vamp wadrobe , means LOADS of shopping ! ahah :DDD
2. Be a better person :D
3. Get a job ! Yes , i need one )))):
4. Go out more often with baby . Yes , i gotta :D
5. Go out more often with friends.
6. Improve on my attitude towards parents , ahaha :D thts gna be hard.
7. Study harder.
8. Be more and even more independent.
9. Learn more languages (?) ahaha, idk about this one.
10. CLEAN UP MY ROOM (!) ahahaha (!!)

So that's my goal this year :D

Tag replies :
♥`xiiaomonster - Your blog is private uh , i can't enter . And will link you up :D
Ray - Thanks bestfriend ! ILY , bodohhhh :P
Elvira - ya oh , my other skins all retarded deh. ahah :D
HiLmI - aha , maseyy abg :D

ah , fck this sheit.

2008-12-30T02:48:00.000-08:00

I find a skin to my liking , and it turns out to be screwed at the end.
Oh the joy . -.-

I shall redo again . sigh.

Tag replies :

♥`xiiaomonster : Wokehs :DD Wht's your link ? I'll link you up too :]
Jim : LOL, cheel .

Oh for christ's sake.

2008-12-29T23:59:00.000-08:00

Dragged out of bed this morn , yawn *
Stewpid dad .

=X

Anyway , woke up early early thn immediately had to bath , get ready without any food , go down , meet up with cousin & aunt , went over their house.
Cousin bought me 3 smocked tubes fr christmas , still havn't collect , lol.
Electric Blue , Hot pink ( IDK WHY ? ) & Green ( YAY .) colors.
and she gave me a pair of black gladiators.
I guess i can cross those items out from my wishlist.

Aftr tht , went ovr to bedok there. Then one stewpid taxi almost hit me . Bloody fucking cock-eyed driver >:D

Thn uncle brought us to one kopitiam at yuhua , ate then currentely doing nothing.

Today is boring.

Oh for christ's sake , i wanna fly :DDDD

Tag replies :

♥`xiiaomonster : Hi :D I see & LOL :DDD
Hanis : No problem , sweets . Tht asswipe asked for it :DDD

Plastic hearts

2008-12-29T07:35:00.000-08:00

2009 's gna be here soon.

I'm gonna start anew.

As a better person.

Yep.

I'm not sure about my resolution yet though , ahaha.

So 2008's been a hard life.

Hopefully , by god's grace ,

2009 will be a MUCH better year.

Okay.

Through with all the lies ,

:D

Jim syg , i love you !

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE you.

Nothing will ever pull us apart yeah (:

XOXO !

Gone to far , yeah ?

2008-12-29T06:27:00.000-08:00

Hey ,
I didn't wanna do this , but you really went too far .
You hate me ? Say it to me .
Don't come spamming my blog , then going to my boyfriend's blog and tell him that i prefer him over my friends .

Bitch , your effort to seperate us has gone down the drain , alright .

Is your ass itching for a fight ?
Cause i really feel like shoving a roll of barb wire into that mouth of yours.
Seriously .

You don't call me at all.
I kept this inside.
I ain't no doormat .

I can live without a "Friend" Like you .
Alright .

Your existance is not a bother to me.
You want to kpkb , say it to me face to face.
You have my number , just state where , when , what time.
I settle with you.

But don't you EVER go attempting to seperate me & Jim .

Do that again , & i SWEAR your life in kent ridge will be HELL

You ain't no big person to me .

Updated ; merry xmas ; ily ; and you hobo :D

2008-12-28T05:47:00.000-08:00

Hoho .
Been ages since last updated :DDD

Ohmy , can't wait fr school , and don't want to go to school.
Ehhh...

Okay , nvermind.

ahahah.

So , haziqah & devina dropped at my place fr christmas eve & christmas.
And whahaha , it was great fun !

They came over at 4.00pm and we sat down watching meet the spartans & Final destination 1.
Halfway haziqah scream during the show. ahah :D
And then , they got scared .
LOL.

Aftr tht , mum made christmas turkey , pizza and all.
Had a great dinner.
Thn we headed dwnstairs ,
and behaved like little kids :D
It was fun , we were all wet from the water gun my brother brought down.
ahaha.
then we sprayed " Devina is a hazard in a club " on a wall , continued by my brother ; "FUCK".

LOL.
Then haziqah sprayed " I <3 GW " Guess who :D
I love the prezzies they gave me .

Stayed up till 5 in the morn .
And basically it was christmas.
oh yeah , patched ! :D

-CHRISTMAS-
Went to cousin's house , celebrated christmas .
watched bro & cousin play Soul Calibur 2 & 3.
Then Baby said he was near , so he waited at the carpark.
And i looked out of the window , saw baby !
ahaha :D
tht was our "meetup" on christmas , ahahahah.
Then baby had to go , he shouted ILY fr m dwnstairs thn my cousin was like , who shouted eh ?
ahahaha.
Did i mention i kicked my brother's ass at soul calibur 2 & 3 !
ahahaha , IN YOUR FACE !

Hmmm..
I forgot plenty of things.
Oh well.

Chatting to SYAZA HOTSTUFF & ABG HILMI .

Ok , i miss my bestayes ! Esp , Carrie ! Haziqah ! Megan ! Devina ! Gladys ! Yaya ! Hanis ! Cera ! Beatryce ! and more.

Can't wait to see the juniors nxt year :D

Kay.
Thts it , i guess.

I love you , jim <3

Tag replies :

Abg : dah tag luh abg ! :D
Moron : Ahahah ! Love you too ! IMYSFM uh ! So do i , yeap , th b!tching's gna start !
Some guy : Leave yr name :D
Hanis Sweets : ahahah , yeap ! Chace crawford is hothotheat !
Joellen : And your point is ?
Ray : merry xmas , bestf !

Chace Crawford , HOTSTUFF !

2008-12-23T22:36:00.000-08:00

Hot hot heat !
Chace crawford ! ahhh. So hot.
Mine , whahahah :D

I love he's eyes . so dreamy.
Aiyah , wth.
He's DAMN hot !

정신차려 !

2008-12-23T22:01:00.000-08:00

Listening to music , trying to calm my nerves.

By the way .

정신차려 ( Pronounced as : Cheom Shin Cha Ryeo ) means SNAP OUT OF IT.

Yes , i really need to snap out of my fantasy.
Sigh.

My head is filled with the dancy beats of my favourite song frm TVXQ .
and ltr , haziqah & devina will be coming over to my house fr christmas ! Wheeee.

Okay.
What else.

Ohyeah.

i'm really sorry tht we have to forget all the things tht we have been thru togethr. Its the only way fr us to stop hurting each other again and again. Idk why , but its gna be hard to forget you , yeah ? I'm sorry fr not answering some of yr msgs , i'm just really confused and my phone also another sot one.
thats all i gta say , fr now... i think.
Lastly , jim , you're special and i believe you'll find tht special girl (:
I wish you luck.

Yeah , okay.
Will blog about ltr , ltr :D

Bye.

Life is as bad as liver.

2008-12-20T23:34:00.000-08:00

Life hasn't been a smooth sailing sea fr me , oh no.
Its been rocky all year round.

And i'm eagerly waiting fr 2009 to come.
Why ? Hopefully it'll be a WAY better year.

My new year's resolution's all done up , i've made plans to change myself.
Gee , i sound so... i don't know. Its awkward.

Anyway , i'll be going to Swissotel @ The stamford later , to celebrate dad's birthday.
Gah.

Lucky almost DIED , luckily she didn't , i would have died myself.
Sigh.

Okay , enough crap.
So last night was a bore ,
Joellen talked to me , blah blah blah but as usual , she abandoned me fr new friends.
Its okay , i have been unappreciated so many times , the pain is just ... nothing now.
Not as painful as having to bear the verbal accusations my mum gives me , whenevr she's mad , but its okay. I understand her pain.. i think . 0.o
But the worst is having to not have you with me , baby.

Okay, hmm . Talked to adeq on the phone , early morning , ystd.
her voice is nice luh , kakak envy la..

Last night ... Hmm.
Ipin ask me call him , so i called and yeah , practically was just listening to the WWE sound coming from his TV , thanks ipin fr once again reminding me that i'm not WATCHING MY FAVOURITE SHOW.
Okay , my ... 5th favourite show.

Okay , i gtg get ready .
yeah , will post about tonight later.

Love you all hunks & babes. ;D

Femme fatale !

2008-12-18T22:28:00.000-08:00

I'm in control of myself , kay.

Okay.

okay.

uhuh.

anytime now.

Yeap, i'm in control ;D

Really really bored.
So right now i'm just chatting to Hanis Darla , Ipin Cine & Nazurah Adeqq .
Like seriously bored .

Okay.
Cousin called and asked what present i would like.
and she'd said anything.
So i said w595 ! ahahah.

I want it so badly , since my current phone went POOF.

Okay.

Maybe i shall audi latr.

Okay. thts all i guess.

MERRY CHRISTMAS IN 6 DAYS !

I'm gna drop of a block far from you , okay.

2008-12-18T06:54:00.000-08:00

I HATE MY FRIGGIN FCKING LIFE , OKAY .
DAH.

I HAVE HAD IT WITH ALL YOU PEOPLE THAT ALWAYS TRY TO BRING ME DOWN.
ohmyfcking gosh , i have bloody hell had enough , alright !

Go fck with sme other person's life can ?
Why must you mess with mine !
First , my love.
Second , some idiot.
Third , what ? My life ?

You want it ?

Well no ! I've had it with giving up evrything !
I want my life back alright !
I want everything that rightfully belongs to me , stays with me !

Seriously , why ?
And at this time, no one's here to tell me that its alright, and everything's gna be fine...
Wht fck did i do in my past life , that the damage was so bad that in this life i have to LOSE EVRYTHING i have.

Great yeah.
How great is that.

NOT AT ALL.

Tmrw's dad's bday.
SIGH.

My original song , bitch.

2008-12-17T06:54:00.000-08:00

Title : Can i survive.
Dedicated to Jim<3

[Verse 1]

Can we hide from the fact , that i misjudged the truth.
Can we runaway to just escape this fate .
I can't just take this lying down ,
cause you were my all in all.
I cry all night ,
thinking about the cause ;
of our se-per-ation...

[Verse 2]
Something just doesn't seem right , although we've made our vows.
It seemed like fantasy,
a not-so-happy ending.
All my life ,
you were smth i've always been wishing for .
But troubles like waves or tides,
washing away my happiness.
And within a snap ,
evrything i had ,
Was gone ...

[Chorus]
Oh why ,
you were my all ..
I didn't want this happen.
You were my life...
Yet i let you go..
so now i want to know,
can i survive ...

[verse 3]
Seems like days just pass ,
waiting for something special.
To come by , like a rolling cloud.
But nothing seems to happen.

[verse 4]
But still i'll wait ,
for the right time.
so that we'll be together ,
again.

[ Repeat chorus ]

Kay end .

Do you think i can survive ?

2008-12-17T06:42:00.000-08:00

Hey , i knw its been hard.
For both of us.
And i really don't know why its been like this.
I mean , we've been put thru so many tests ,
i just can't hold on.
I'd hate to give up ,
But i'm weak.
I really really love you , baby.
I do.
You're a damn great guy , any girl would wish for.
Yet , its seems like we're drifting apart everyday.
If fate really wants us together , we'll be back , again.

But just for now ,
I'd like you to knw , although we've gone seperate ways,
i fcking love you .

Yes i do.

Yeah , to fcking hell with me .
i shall write a song to disminish my fcking self.

Unable to breathe.

2008-12-17T05:55:00.000-08:00

Unable to breathe .
Unable to laugh.

What is this.

Fck.

I really miss you.
I really love you.

To hell with me.

Back fm MIA-ing. Hahs ;DDD

2008-12-16T05:48:00.000-08:00

OMG , been long since updated , hehs ;DD
Plenty to update , but i don't knw if my brain can really remember much 0.o
Okay. Nvermind.

This morning was a DRAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
Had class at BUGIS ;D
Class was FUN ! Never be a capitalist , unless you knw when to capitalise ;D
Hahs ;DDD
Earned about 3'000 plus in stocks today
and got promoted. ( current pay : 1'200 )
Sadly , thur's the last class ):
Ended , cross the road , saw daddy and my uncle frm my dad's side.
( Long time no see , sam sok* )
* Sam sok is third uncle in cantonese ;D

Okay , then drove over to far east square to fetch mum and bro.
Then daddy drove us to newton circus food centre ;DDDD
Heeeeeeee :D
Ate stingray ;DDD
hahahahahhahaha.

Okay.
Thn bid farewell to sam sok and went home.
LOLS.

Okay , thn got MAD , fr awhile. and now talking to abg hilmi and adeq nazurah.
Okay.
I'm bored.
Shall CHIONG audi later ! wahahahahahas.

And SOMEBODY's a DOTA ADDICT :DDDDDDDDDDDD

P/s :

CHRISTMAS PARTY AT MY HOUSE.
STAYOVER.
PLEASE SMS OR CALL FR DETAILS ALRIGHT.
THANKS :D

ABG !

2008-12-13T04:55:00.000-08:00

hahs ;D
Since abg posted abt me . I shall post abt him ;DD
Okay , cause he asked me too.
:DDDD

Hah , so i have a new abg/Friend.
His name is HILMI , and he's 14.
Very nice uh. :D

Kay. dah post la , abg.

Happy ?

Hahahahha.
Okay.

Pffft , i wna play audi lo.
Bye ;D

Fck uhs , doesn't mean you can steal my originality.

2008-12-08T09:53:00.000-08:00

Fck la, this is the freaking worst day ever.
My darling dog is sick ):
I'm so freaking worried.

SIGH.
and anthr problem.
PHOTOCOPIERS, please , get yr own originality luh.
i'm not entertaining you FR NOW , but if you ever wna make me mad , I SWEAR YOU'LL BE ERASED FROM THIS WORLD.

get tht fcking piece of information in your head , alright. Screw it in , fck it in , i don't care , just as long as its in your pea-brain.

Music class fck shit today though, i missed my high note la .
this IS officially the worst day.

I miss baby like fck. ):

kay , no more fck mood to post .
bye , pirated and originals.

eh , bace ;D

2008-12-07T22:17:00.000-08:00

Durga & Elvira
Honeyhoney & Starstar ;DDD
on 8 Dec 2008.

ILY ! ;DDD

I'm super bored now lah.
Flash 10 takes like forever to download.
Fcktard.

If i'm going shopping on one of these days ,
i'm gonna clear at least 3 items frm my wishlist.
Whahahaha.
Kidding.
3 items would be the maximum , cause i'm budgeting my money.
Sounds cliche, but whatever.
Chatting to STARSTAR<3 is fun ;DDD
Gahhhh, i need money.

Okay , tht was purely random.
Blahblahblah.

boredom can kill me , but yet i'm surviving.
What does that mean ?
and i'm sorry if i'm confusing you .
I just read a confucious book ;D

Heesh , life is dead boring when your 13 and is stuck at home most of the time.

bubabobabiibaboo.

Sorry =X

Crrrrraaaapppp.
Audi patch not working , Gunz patch not working.
Stupid , and all frm korea deh.

WTH.

Okay , update more ltr on.

ILY , baby & loved ones.

Hi again !

2008-12-07T15:17:00.000-08:00

HI OMGH !
ahhs ;DD
I'm just really bored now.

yeah , okay.
ummm... what am i gna do tmrw .. kay, i'm not sure.

And i'm gna update my wishlist , i guess.

Bro's still sleeping like a fatass pig he is.
Okay.
His sleeping pose is like as if he's modelling fr a commercial. whahahahahs ;DDD
WTF , wokays.

I AM BORED.
can i repeat ?
BORED !

okay , omgh ... this post is sooooo freaking gay.
Alright, glad you knw.

Kay , nw i sound like a freako who has split personality.
Okay, wouldn't tht be cool ? ;D

Who doesn't want a mental illness ? Hahahahah ;DDDD

kay, hmmmm.
Nth much alrd eh.

I love you , baby.
Its only you and will always be you.
Although we've had some misunderstandings,
that just made us stronger in our bonds and it helped us in understanding each other more.
I'm missing you like fck. Meet up again some day.
Love you loads and fr eternity.

ILY , JIM HOTSTUFF .
23092008 , always a date to remember.